Please be warned, this is going to be embarrassing. Mostly for me.
I was watching The Biggest Loser the other day (and no, that’s not even the embarrassing part.) and at some point, Jillian Michaels said that before you really commit yourself, before you find how you’re going to get in shape, you need a why. At first, this made me feel guilty, because obviously this meant that not only am I not important enough, but my darling husband and my sweet little boy are not important enough either. For a few days, I was feeling quite bad about it. Then I realized that I needed to get over that because in fact, those two crazy boys ARE important enough and so is the next baby (a girl?) that we want to have this next year – especially if it’s a girl.
Did I mention I want a girl?
Anyway, I was watching The Biggest Loser again (still not the embarrassing part…) and on this episode, the woman that was voted off said that she always hid her body, even from her husband, and that putting on the shirt that had her weight on it was a turning point. She felt she was allowed to own it.
So, this is me owning it. And yes, now we’ve got to the embarrassing part. The before pictures. And stats. And because I was inspired by The Biggest Loser (I’ve never been happier that this is an anonymous blog.), I decided to buy Jillian Michael’s 30 Day Shred. Day One was today. It was exciting, difficult and annoying because about five minutes before it was done, the little monster (who is sick; it’s not his fault.), woke up early from his nap. Then, because he’s sick, he pretty much clung to me, crying, as I tried to finish.
Hopefully Day Two will be a bit more successful.
ARMS – 12 1/2 inches
THIGHS – 25 1/2 inches
TRUE WAIST – 36 inches
BELLY BUTTON – 39 inches
HIPS – 42 inches
WEIGHT – 166.8 lbs
GOAL WEIGHT – 130 lbs
(but would be happy with – 135 lbs)
*Edited to add weight & goal weight*